Thursday, February 28, 2008
Lots of thoughts at this point of time. kinda swamped man.
well, this is my future, laid before me, waiting for me to take it in.
Its more or less set for me.
and yet, i'm still unsure, uncertain, not ready to make that step or start out yet.
but what is there to do ? its obviously much better than some boring office job.
maybe i'm just over-worrying ?
yeah, hopefully...
I feel really left out at work too.
every friday, go out drinking, having fun.
while i'm going for my cellgroup meeting.
i'm not complaining, i place my priorities correctly, but its not about missing the fun.
i miss out, i feel out of place when the next week i have no idea what went on, people are less familiar with me than they are others. its almost like i'm the class loser or something.
what do i do, what do i say, i'm stuck.
but hey, i guess its
'welcome to the real world' for me.
on top of that, i'm also newly a connect group leader and that comes with responsibilities.
i'm not gonna back down, but nobody likes stepping out of their comfort zone do they ?
oh man. i feel like beating the crap out of something to release stress. where's Amiel when u need him ? HAHA
ah well,
life sucks, use a straw. right ?
just DEAL WITH IT !
the world i love
the tears i've dropped
to be part of the wave
can't stop.
