Thursday, July 27, 2006
well, i'm sorry to hear the news, i know its wrong but it made me feel encouraged . well, just to let u know, i still do have feelings for you. but i now it would never work out, i'm just not deserving enough... a lazy guy like me.well, all i can say is move on, don't get stuck on again, everyone gets a broken heart once in a while. its not easy for me to see you in that state all the time, its depressing. so for goodness sake PUT ON A FRIGGIN SMILE ! don't always be so down. U have the right to be sad i don't deny that, but at least pour it all out ! don't keep it bottled up inside, it will just keep growing and one day who knows what'll happen. I know i wouldn't know how you feel or anything, but don't isolate yourself from others. We or at least I care for you so don't be so deressed. Like i said, if u ever need a shoulder to cry on or someone to talk to, I'm here for you. Even if i fail you, there is someone that never will up there somewhere. So this is to you... try.
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
I've known only you for two years now but you're the best friend i've ever had, u can understand me and i can understand you, we can go all the way crazy and do weird stuff but u still can be serious when the time calls for it.There are so many things to say but i can't think of any right now but just know this, you are a good person, don't let anyone get you down. I know this is a day too late but i forgot to blog it yesterday. So this is to you Kenvin, my best friend. Happy birthday. Live life to the best you can, don't waste a moment because you're already another year older.
Sunday, July 23, 2006
I can't believe what is in front of me
The water's rising up to my knees
And I can't figure outHow the hell I wound up here
Everything seemed okay when I started out the other day
Then the rain came pouring down
And now I'm drowning in my fears
And as I watch the setting sun
I wonder if I'm the only one
[Chorus]
Cause everybody tries to put some love on the line
And everybody feels a broken heart sometimes
And even when I'm scared I have to try to fly
Sometimes I fall
But I've seen it done before
I gotta step outside these walls
I've got no master plan to help me out
Or make me stand up for
All the things that I really want
You had me too afraid to ask
And as I look ahead of me
I try and pray for sanity
[Chorus]
Cause everybody tries to put some love on the line
And everybody feels a broken heart sometimes
And even when I'm scared I have to try to fly
Sometimes I fall
But I've seen it done before
I gotta step outside these walls
These walls can't be my haven
These walls can't keep me safe here
And now I guess I gotta let them down
Cause everybody tries to put some love on the line
And everybody feels a broken heart sometimes, yeah
Even when I'm scared I have to try to fly
Sometimes I fall
But I've seen it done before
I got to break out...
I got to break out...
I got to step outside these walls
Love outside these walls
I feel my heart breaking
But its a brand new day
I'm going down
I'm stepping out
I'm stepping outsideThese walls
(I've seen it done before.. I'm walking on, I'll walk it off, oh I'm moving on)
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Hello ! heheh haven't blogged again... so here i am uhuh.
so last sun i went to CCMC with ken and bryan met shuen and kuro, as well so so many ppl from my school !!!! (this includes sexman, james, anton and others) and now i can REALLY enjoy going for my CHC service after being there (no offence people) so besides that, there IS news, I'm going to phuket with ken and bryan in september heheh can't wait. (whitewater rafting !!!!) and besides that I'm shifting house, moving to ang moh kio .... yeah. But because of that, i will get a new com and a new hdtv ! yay ! heheh so now i'm gonna go watch the movie amiel lent me =D byebye !
Saturday, July 08, 2006
Yo people ! i just realized that theres this little heart shape whenever i post. Just to let u know, I'm a GUY... yes. I'm straight. say with me... "straight". lol so well, i haven't blogged in a long time now, i'm probably too lazy or smth lol *slaps myself* anyway, school, uh.... PE teacher gone NUTS ! haha started scolding some guys for skipping DC (detention), then went on to giving pushups to 1 inoccent person and 1 injured guy, an INJURED guy.... idiot. and after that, he took it all out on those poor little fat guys who failed their NAPFA test *AHEMamielAHEM* lol then uh. i can't remember if it was the next day or what but i found a echo mag (school mag) then i started poking holes in it, see Amiels blog
http://www.heartbreakerboy.blogspot.com.
lol i tell u i was going nuts with that mag. haha poor lady, with her face mutilated like that haha u have been POKED !.... ok... sounds abit wrong.
so yeah. Today we celebrated our cell group leaders birthday (HAPPY BDAY BRO TAN !!!!) haha too bad we can't SABO him !!! lol he got like 3 really cool shirts *envy envy* haha so then after ken and bryan came over and like did stuff. well. thats enough ! GOODBYE ! haha !!!! (ken and bryan practically live at my house now... ) well. siaonara ! (dunno how 2 spell)
