Friday, December 29, 2006
i almost fell asleep on my keyboard haha so maybe blogging might wake me up. anyway i'm in that "meaningfull post" mood. so todays topic ? happiness. mos tpeople would think happiness is well, that feeling u get inside when ur having fun or doing something u like, well thats true but thats just part of it, happiness is an attitude, a choice, something that u make a decision to put on.
its not easy making that choice, sometimes u meet with things, although i may be young, people might go "what do you know ?" well, i observe and i ponder, human emotion, a strange thing it is, easy to mould and twist although its one of the most powerfull forces on earth. I always see people, always with their happy face on, but u just know they're dead inside, its just a mask, a face to put on for people, but then again who dosen't put on their mask now and then ? we naturally hide our inner emotions for who knows what reason, only the closest people that we trust will ever see us with true emotion on our face, its what makes people so close, the openess that we show among people like lovers, friends or even parents or whatso. its that bit of true emoton, that sincerity that we shownow and then that touches people. well as the world is in the state its in today, true sincerity is rare. but still, its the sincere moments that count the most. so on that, happiness is being ready to put away all the pain and suffering in life, and just smile, be sincere, don't just smile because its manners or whatever, but at least try to smile like u MEAN it, don't just put up an act and seem like nothing happened, if something happened its alright to show it, but don't go all emo if its just a little thing. well, emotions are natural, so just be sincere with yourself, its the only way.
