Friday, December 29, 2006
i almost fell asleep on my keyboard haha so maybe blogging might wake me up. anyway i'm in that "meaningfull post" mood. so todays topic ? happiness. mos tpeople would think happiness is well, that feeling u get inside when ur having fun or doing something u like, well thats true but thats just part of it, happiness is an attitude, a choice, something that u make a decision to put on.
its not easy making that choice, sometimes u meet with things, although i may be young, people might go "what do you know ?" well, i observe and i ponder, human emotion, a strange thing it is, easy to mould and twist although its one of the most powerfull forces on earth. I always see people, always with their happy face on, but u just know they're dead inside, its just a mask, a face to put on for people, but then again who dosen't put on their mask now and then ? we naturally hide our inner emotions for who knows what reason, only the closest people that we trust will ever see us with true emotion on our face, its what makes people so close, the openess that we show among people like lovers, friends or even parents or whatso. its that bit of true emoton, that sincerity that we shownow and then that touches people. well as the world is in the state its in today, true sincerity is rare. but still, its the sincere moments that count the most. so on that, happiness is being ready to put away all the pain and suffering in life, and just smile, be sincere, don't just smile because its manners or whatever, but at least try to smile like u MEAN it, don't just put up an act and seem like nothing happened, if something happened its alright to show it, but don't go all emo if its just a little thing. well, emotions are natural, so just be sincere with yourself, its the only way.
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
i was at the "recording studio" today, managed to record ONE song
haha we started recording some song duncan introduced but it was too weird
its sung by some guy with a super husky voice so after like 3 hours of trying nick and i were like," why did we even choose this song ? oh wait ! we didn't !"
so we ended up singing the song i recomemded, easy by westlife (thanks for putting it on ur blog aaron ! if u even come here to read my stuff)
haha i sound like some proffesional singer ! so cool ! *glee*
anyway just trying a new 'blogging style' by making my posts more liney instead of a whole chunk as usual
well my dinner is here ! yay ! * hurries off to eat*
Monday, December 25, 2006
ITS CHRISTMAS TIME ! MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Christmas is here again and the crowds at orchard are already there, moving like brainless bunches of people squished together... well i'm not really feelin the christmas mood. but still its christmas. so HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY ! YAY ! thats probably
all the Xmas spirit left in me. *cough* well i'm still slightly sick. but i'm sort of better besides some little coughs or whatso. AH BLEH. my whole week sucked ging for the Xmas service would be the highlight of the week, thats just SAD. and i need to cut my hair. its getting WAY too long. its getting into my eyes (ouch)
Friday, December 22, 2006
My mum bugged me to watch a movie with her today, the one with Jay Chou. THE CURSE OF THE GOLDEN FLOWER. well i watched it i'll give an official Adin rating for the movie.
4.5/10
4 points for making jay chou commit suicide
0.5 points for the effort
why such a harsh rating ? well. lets list the negetive points. the storyline is the stupidest thing ever. I didn't know when to laugh at the funny parts (as in SERIOUSLY didn't know when to laugh. some guy even luaghed at the wrong time and triggered everyone to laugh at him)And in the end everyone died. well except for the emperor and empress. basicly its just sucks to the core. if after reading this, u STILL watch the movie ur an IDIOT. seriously.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
hello everybody ! i'm feeling better today, sort of oh and i took a penadol last night but my fevers back again lol prove u wrong yanting ! hah !
but anyway maybe my dog is gone for good... coz its quite troublesome to look after a dog plus next years my O's and i'm trying to change my lifestyle so... maybe its good in a way u know ? gotta be positive >.< its the right mindset for me now oh and i'll upload pics of my new phone too ! oooooooooooooohhhhhh. yeah soon. lol again soon. who knows when....
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Bailey (my dog) ran away today... dunno if i'm gonna get her back... SAD. she was my friend for almost 7 years now... and now shes gone...
but on a lighter note i got a new phone. yay me.
END
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Hello ! haha yeaterday was fun :D at least for me...
well i went to sentosa with th usual gang plus one extra timothy. yeah kinda sad though, halfway through completeting our sand castle thing (tim was trying to make a THING in the sand) it RAINED ! O.o so we went searching for cheap food to eat and i got frikkin cheaped of my money ! rawr ! haha i bought this teowchew fried dumplings for 4.80 and one dumpling was damn small ! imagine this, crumple a A4 sized paper as small as u can. thats how small one dumpling was, the size of a paper ball... and thre were eight. good thing tim couldn't finish his ramen haha *gobble* so then back to the hotel to bath and rush down to the xmas cg with E316 and N-something something (if anyone from the N-something something reads this, sorry i just couldn't remember, who does anyway ?) was late waiting for some ppl but eventually made it there not being late heheh. So how was the xmas cg ? good bad ? i dun care ! i got to see all my old cg ppl ! yay ! haha lucas, clairence, karen and others lol saw yuntian too guess she's from the N-whatever haha well. later on today i'm going for MY cg's xmas party thing lol so uh. gotta go get ready and buy the salad and stuff >.<
Friday, December 08, 2006
december... and i feel like crap. I feel like an idiot walking among the crowd... bleh. Wheres all the good times when u need em ? so much for "the fun holidays"
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Ok. i forgot. now that i've installed a hits counter, i know ppl visit. but u don't TAG ! just leave a TAG ! ARRGGHH ! OK ! now u've read this, go to the tagboard, put down ur name, and say "hi" or whatever. u can even say "i'm the king of the faries" i don't care. just tag, every. single. time. okay ? good.
Basheba and darwin... lol and its a M18 drama
well. more soon.
Sunday, December 03, 2006
gonna post some of the camp pics soon.
Friday, December 01, 2006
Hey people ! i just gpot back from the youth camp.... was super tired... i slept till 12. haha
well the camp was fun.
VERY fun ^^ ... think water bombs and dramas and games.... i miss it already my team rocked ! woo ! haha
the most interesting thigs would be the water bomb fight in second place....
and first place goes to...........*drumroll*
DRAMA ! wooo (this is based on self-praising interests)
haha so. My drama team won and i was the main character so thats, good ?
yeah lol so we acted the story of david and goliath and david and basheba (dunno how to spell)
so we had some big guy act as goliath then as a twist, we made it a little girl. Then, to make it even funnier, we made the big guy stand in front, and when we introduced goliath he would like roar... then the little girl would step out and he would like get scared and run away haha and david was me. so. 30 yrs later. I became king :D lol (a perverted king) so i was walking one day with my eunuch (lol yeah i get a eunuch) and he/she takes out a pair of binoculars ! and look around and spots basheba bathing.
Eunuch : Wa ! aye king ! chio bu ! *waves me the binos'*
me : *looks with binos'* Woo ! chio ! *does a pervert face*
(mind u basheba is supposed to be a very beautifull girl. and yuntian who acts as basheba is also chio :P)
so i walk up to the shower place and Darwin, complete with makeup and lipstick comes out instead lol and tries to like gay me, so i vomit and he goes away then basheba comes out.
Me : I want this girl to be my wife !
Eunuch : yea !
*some guy walks up*
? : Hey, that girl very chio right ?
me and eunuch : ya !
? : but she's my wife. I'm uriah.
me: but i'm the king.
uriah: oh. ok. nah, give u *takes basheba and hands her to me*
me : i dun care. I'll send u to the war to die.
uriah : oh. ok. *gets killed by some charging soldiers and gets kicked on the floor*
then it was supposed to be a kissing scene but we chickened out :P so i just kissed her hand. (yay i kissed a chio girls hand ^^ lol) and then in the next scene the prophet came
prophet : David ! u have sinned against god ! ur 1st son will DIE !
me : *scared* noooooo......
next scene. Me and basheba, she hands me the baby (actually just my black pouch with a paper with a smiley face stuck to it) so i'm walking and i trip on a stone or smth and drop the baby. in the effort of getting my balance back, i step on the baby lol and i pick it up andshow the audience the sad face on the other side of the bag haha then in the next scene i will pray for forgivness and be forgiven and then THE END.
so my team won. Darwin did an encore lol the commentor which were Jared and Amber
Jared : Wow the basheba very chio ah ?
Amber : yeah and the David also quite handsome... (no i'm not making it up)
Jared : actually david should like Darwin instead.... (everyone is laughing their eyeballs out)
so then they go on to announce the next drama group lol
well. thats allot to say. bye.
