Adin's Blog

Monday, June 19, 2006

well. here i go. i think i'm in love. for the 1st time ever. yup, now i know why they say love sucks. it sort of does. well, i'm here to say that well, i think i do love you (u know who u r) i don't use that word freely or commonly, the word is sort of 'sacred' to me, so u know i really mean it, my mum always told me, don't say u love someone unless ur willing to risk urself for her. well i'm not there YET but yea... ur always the 1st thought in my mind and i'm constanly missing u when ur not around, but i can imagine u would feel so weird, having some extra guy in the background saying he loves u and stuff. but, its how i feel and this IS my blog so i can say what i want. so all i wanna say is that i finally realized that i do love you, but I'm not sure how long this will go on. hopefuly it won't. but thats just wishful thinking on my part. well just know that. i don't know if it will impact u at all or if it'll have a big impact in ur life or if u even got my clue and read this. well, this is the end to my "secret post" lol i wonder how many ppl will figure it out. well. bye, for now. till next next sunday.